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Yesterday at noon
I was walking not far from my house when I was stopped by
the police.
Then and 2 times before.
I was wearing a T-shirt and 3/4 pants and sneakers and it
was completely normal so why'd they do that?
I really was totally uberly normal....
It made me lust for their blood (snicker)
Well, when I'm just sitting there people often tell me
I look "scary" or "cold" or "grumpy",
that much is for sure.
Then there's that I look "gloomy" (bitter smile)
Truthfully I'm a splendidly talkative, silly young lad though,
really.
But still I've never been told even once that I look "lively"
or "kind"!!
I wanna see if just once I can't have someone tell me I
look "lively".
Ah well, I have a feeling no one'll say that in the future
either!
And because of that, with a little bit of bloodlust remaining,
do I write my songs.
06/13 Hora
Didn't Kaya? (laughs)
Well, I can't really say anything
because I don't think I've ever seen him,
but if his songs and diary entries are sincere then I think
he does come across like he said.
I bet he'd be fun to hang out with.
Some people just don't express their emotions well though
I guess. My brother's like that.
When I get really upset I stop eating, and last time my
brother came over to cheer me up while I was sitting at
the kitchen table after moping and crying for about 3 days
because he was worried.
Throughout the whole conversation he looked grumpy, cold,
and kinda PO'd,
but I could still tell he cared. Maybe if he had some facial
expressions it might have helped...w
I get told I'm lively all the time,
enough to cheer other people up and change their lives,
apparently O_o But today I was also told I also look like
I'm flirting with everyone by my boss at my weekend job.
To clarify for Hanachan's benefit.
Boss: "Oh you. I know what you're up to. Shame on you.."
Me: "What? Huh? What did I do?!?!"
Boss: "Pretending you're all innocent and stuff! I
saw that! You've been blushing and flirting with all the
guys with that soft little voice of yours all day. You can't
fool me. Hah."
Me: "nono! I AM innocent! I'm not flirting with anyone
and besides I don't...well.
They bought stuff at any rate."
I really wasn't. That's completely not me.
I'd rather be told I look grumpy..
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