Syphillis and Disorder

 

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song: Hora/ lyrics: Kaya

Everything slips into darkness
Drinking in poison, impolite hands
Eaten into by your tongue
As it crawls its way over my tender flesh

Indulgently dirty
Reality was a sacrifice of the twilight

 

kurayami ni suberikomu
doku o nomu midarana te
nameraka na niku o hau
son shita ni musubamareru


Surrounded by broken mirror shards
I stand here by myself

"Who am I?"
"Disorder"

 

hibiwareta kami no naka
tachitsukusu

"atashi wa dare?"
"disorder"

Michi's comment upon reading this went something like:

"Oh now I've got syphillis...oh now I suppose I've got to write about it...oh angst"

But I don't think that's what the song's about XD

Personal Story, read at own discression:

For drama class we had to do an improve skit, and for mine I just sat around and played with my My Little Ponies. But in the end, it became something like this...

I don't need anyone! I'm fine by myself...and I keep saying that...but then what am I doing here, talking to the mirror...dressed like you. Dressed in a man's clothes...
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People say I'm crazy.
Do you think so too?

ah! Velvet fangirl that I be (laughs)
I think I meant it though, it being my sub-conscious after all. Mirrors are pretty strange things, aren't they?

And "atashi wa dare" reminds me of the movie Metropolis, where the robot asks "who am I" just before letting go of the building and killing herself. Powerful scene...

 

 

 

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