Recur

 

song: yuu/ lyrics: Hime

In dizziness I'm called to wake,
in dizziness open my eyes
Blanketed all around
by silence and solitude [...]

The shape of my depression changed,
As it eats away at my heart
And the image of your face
Even that image grows dim and fades...

 

mimai ni yobiokosarete,
mezameru
kodoku to seijaku ni
tsutsumarete, [...]

yuutsu wa katachi o kaete
kokoro o mushimi
anata no omokage
sore sura mo usurete...

A personality that, with a sound
begins to crumble down
I don't understand anything anymore
In dizziness from which intensity grew
I shall be torn apart

 

oto o tate kuzureteku jinkaku mou nani mo wakaranaku natte
hageshisa o mashita memai ni
boku wa kowareru

Now that I've lost my voice to sing,
I'll forget everything and dance on
Amidst the darkness locked away
While the sound of my collapse fades

 

utagoe o nakushita boku wa
subete wasure odoritsuzukeru
tozasareta kurayami no naka
boku no kowareru oto ga hibiku

As if that night we joined in promise
Were now something long and far away
I'll by myself fall into the dizziness
And can stop time alone in this place

 

yakusoku o majiwashita yoru ga
ima wa tooi mukashi no
you ni
tada hitori memai ni ochite
boku wa koko de toki o tomeru

In dizziness
A kiss to tell goodbye
In silence

Amidst the darkness with closed eyes...

 

memai to
sayonara o tsugeru kuchizuke
shizuka ni
kurayami no naka me o tojite...




So according to my friend who has this tape, it was recorded in Shikoku (Ehime), which makes sense because Kaya's from Shikoku (Awa).
And My family's from Shikoku (Sanuki). And sometimes I read this man named Ryuu's diary because I read...things...and he's from Shikoku (Ehime) too, but I don't think he has much to do with anything.

Though I've been thinking about Kaya's frequent use of the imagery of "losing one's singing voice," and I'm wondering if it doesn't have to do with the little mermaid. That might have a little more bearing on the topic at present.

 

 

めまいに呼び起こされて、目覚める
孤独と静寂に包まれて、「・・・。」
憂鬱は形を変えて心を蝕み
あなたの面影 それすらも薄れて・・・
音を立て崩れてく人格もう何もわからなくなって
激しさを増しためまいに僕は壊れる
  歌声をなくした僕は全て忘れ踊り続ける
  閉ざされた暗闇の中僕の壊れる音が響く
約束を交わした夜が今は遠い昔のように
ただ一人めまいに堕ちて
僕はここで時を止める
めまいとサヨナラを告げるくちづけ
静かに暗闇の中 瞳を閉じて・・・

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