It's so strange how you can lie to yourself, and if you keep doing it and doing it, then eventually you start believing it. And then something will happen and your response will make no sense to you and you won't know why and then suddenly....

You realize that you've been telling yourself something for so long you've convinced yourself it's true. And then you wonder if you're crazy, and you ask your friend and she's like "are you sure that's how you really feel?" and you go "YES AND IF YOU SUGGEST OTHER THINGS I WILL THROW MY LITTLE PONIES AT YOU."

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